Three loves
i wish for the first one
i yearn for the second
i need the third
my heart weeps in its soundless cage
my eyes are stone in their place
my smile is hallow
my laughs echo-less
my three loves i see everyday
the first i had but was stolen away
the second is but a husk of what she was once
the third denies me
i go on without a fuss
i try not to get them
their happiness is worth my pain
how can i be happy with them if they arent with me
my three loves are my three pains
the first is the happiest
the second is a faceless girl
the third turns her back to me
must i want whats impossible for me to have
must i watch
You do not miss love when you have it. it is when you have had it but no longer do that you yearn for it the most. Love is the most powerful and addicting drug there is. And yet it is the hardest one to find and you cannot buy it. so once you have loved once. you are hooked on love. and when you do not have that love. you will look for it. and until you find the love you are looking for you will always look for it. For you need love to be whole
here i am in this state
lost everything that i knew about love
cried more then the day my dad was lost
i sit here writeing
because i can
to tell you what has happen
first there were three
who couldve be
the first one i love
was very close
we talked all day
we talked all night
then she had to go
we talk only some
then i stopped
and drove her away
but here and there we still talk some
until she found her true love
so then there were two
who couldve be
the second one i drew close
told her my feelings
hugged her till she turned blue
then she went there
she said she was her
but with time
i saw the person i love leave
eve
I see you/talk to you often enough
I see what you are up to
see what is wrong
I see how much i love you
All day long
You do not know this
For i am chris ^^
but the only thing i yearn for
is for you to say you love me more
i stand in the shadows
watching as guy by guy come to you
you are sexy hot and fantastic
so everyone wants you
and i see how you want them
thinking it is HIM
and i see how they hurt you
once you dump them
or they dump you
or just ignore you so you will leave
and boy by boy comes and goes
i stay here
as a friend
with a shoulder to cry on
arms to hug
place to stay
or money for bail ^^
and day by day
I talk to you everyday
I can see you any time
I have so much love to give to you for free
Yet you have so little for me
I have droven you away
But now i wish for me to stay
I think of you all day and night
I see you in my arms
I see you next to me in bed
I see you doing everything
But i cant see you doing it
You have so many others to be by you
You give them your love so i get none
You tell me some of what is happening to you
But the rest you keep to yourself
Our paths will cross
But will they stay?
We are not destine
So now i know the best way to help
When your life is at risk
I shall give them mine
You shall live and be
I talk to you everyday
I can see you any time
I have so much love to give to you for free
Yet you have so little for me
I have droven you away
But now i wish for me to stay
I think of you all day and night
I see you in my arms
I see you next to me in bed
I see you doing everything
But i cant see you doing it
You have so many others to be by you
You give them your love so i get none
You tell me some of what is happening to you
But the rest you keep to yourself
Our paths will cross
But will they stay?
We are not destine
So now i know the best way to help
When your life is at risk
I shall give them mine
You shall live and be
I see you/talk to you often enough
I see what you are up to
see what is wrong
I see how much i love you
All day long
You do not know this
For i am chris ^^
but the only thing i yearn for
is for you to say you love me more
i stand in the shadows
watching as guy by guy come to you
you are sexy hot and fantastic
so everyone wants you
and i see how you want them
thinking it is HIM
and i see how they hurt you
once you dump them
or they dump you
or just ignore you so you will leave
and boy by boy comes and goes
i stay here
as a friend
with a shoulder to cry on
arms to hug
place to stay
or money for bail ^^
and day by day
here i am in this state
lost everything that i knew about love
cried more then the day my dad was lost
i sit here writeing
because i can
to tell you what has happen
first there were three
who couldve be
the first one i love
was very close
we talked all day
we talked all night
then she had to go
we talk only some
then i stopped
and drove her away
but here and there we still talk some
until she found her true love
so then there were two
who couldve be
the second one i drew close
told her my feelings
hugged her till she turned blue
then she went there
she said she was her
but with time
i saw the person i love leave
eve
You do not miss love when you have it. it is when you have had it but no longer do that you yearn for it the most. Love is the most powerful and addicting drug there is. And yet it is the hardest one to find and you cannot buy it. so once you have loved once. you are hooked on love. and when you do not have that love. you will look for it. and until you find the love you are looking for you will always look for it. For you need love to be whole
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